Title: Sayonara
original idea and author: Sehr Kou
Review: When there is no ma , s than a goodbye.
Genres: Romance, angusta.
Rating: PG
Timeline: Post OVA, there Greta.
Warnings: Shonen-ai/Boys-Love.
started and ended: May 25, 2009
Disclaimer: "Kyo Kara Maoh!" And all its characters concerning are copyrighted by Tomo Takabayashi along with their respective partners. This work is only the realization of a fan of the original work without the intention either to profit from it.
SAYONARA
Look at the variety of flowers displayed at é , l, a full range of colors but can almost swear that many notes are the same, honestly what difference may exist between the cream-colored Fairy Kisses and ivory Whispers Nadine? At least for him none.
lifts his green eyes and see the anxious expression of his mother, waiting for his choice for the bouquet to adorn the tables of guests. Outlines a slight smile to her mother and turns to her right, smiling even more to see Yuuri looking absently out the window and once more feel a spasm in his stomach nerves not just believe that marriage will last.
would like to extend his hand and take of Yuuri, have it only a few inches but he knows that the show of affection always embarrassed her fiance, her father knows that this is largely in their heritage but increased land-Japan n not just be understood as Yuuri and having a mother like Miko. Instead his gaze back to the front and choose to address the subject of flowers, if he has to go through this Yuuri too, after all, not only your wedding but those two.
- What do you think, Yuuri?
- Huh?
sees sideways out of his reverie and confused blinking at him, rolls her eyes white with a hand gesture shows the floral repertoire displayed to them courtesy of his mother.
- Well ... I do not know ... Go for the ones you like, Wolf.
- But ...
- Do not worry, I do not care, I have a refined taste and know that, you can choose everything to your liking smoothly.
Yuri nods slightly and smiles that look confident and happy that characterizes him. He apologizes to his mother before leaving and going to see a huge look of relief adorning his face once again been checkered to participate in the preparations.
Try not to grind their teeth and feel your mood darkens again thanks to the attitude of her fiancé, always running away from everything related to the wedding, almost every detail has been to attend to him with the help of his mother and even sometimes with Gwendal, even the Great Sage has been more enthusiastic about the event that the same boyfriend.
sighs and takes strength to continue with the long afternoon the small details of the decoration with which to contend alone.
Baby one more sip of his glass of sweet berry liquor he brought from his last trip to Bielefeld, then on the darkness of your room see the moon in all its glory and can not stop thinking about how horrible of the whole situation.
know that the glow of the moonlight has to give an ethereal look to her features, which so casually sitting in the elegant upholstered chair with only a white shirt covering his body is the temptation n incarnate, but what good is being possessor of such beauty, even one of the most powerful users fire their noble nation and its almost unique status as the king, her fiance, the man she loves does not correspond their feelings.
Lift your right leg and leans forward, resting his cheek on knee to look at the landscape through the window, while his hand with the crystal glass leaves hanging limply at his side no matter what the liquor was spilled on the floor. What difference does it now.
must have realized the truth from the beginning, should have met every small detail and not wait until you get to this point to knock the unfortunate reality of the situation.
Not only were their lack of flowers, designing invitations, costumes the ceremony and even the part for the first dance as husband and wife, had to see it in the slight grin he had when he spoke of setting the date for the wedding and he won the nerves in their expressions of relief while fleeing from the preparations, lack of signs of affection, in his insistence to stay in separate rooms for quite some time, had to watch it when ... No, not want to remember this moment for now.
Close your eyes and let the tears slipping down his cheeks. Who could see the fierce and indomitable Lord Wolfram von Bielefeld reduced this now.
Realize the true feelings of Yuuri to hear his conversation with Conrad is not as it should be.
"I just want to be happy, Conrad. No matter what it takes to Wolfram it is, diamonds in your wedding or hang up a horrible picture in my office, I must see him smile. "
can still see leaning against the balustrade of the balcony surrounding the ballroom, looking bored expression going and from the servants rushed to the preparations for the big party to be held soon. You can almost hear again the words of Conrad in a somewhat joking about helping him escape and Yuuri's chuckle as any response while hiding his black hair and facial expression, not forgetting of course the suggestion of his brother to speak Ely Yuuri the brief response.
"This is what Wolfram wants."
wanted to scream, as he wished to approach them and shake to Yuuri, ask what the hell is what he wanted a, but if he did it because he knew immediately, Yuuri wanted a girl, a pretty and demure bride, someone who would fit with his concept of another world about what "normal", not him.
How not know when he kept repeating from the beginning?
How not know when Elizabeth refused to commit to their backs?
How not know when practically ordered him to keep separate rooms?
How not know when he has never said that you love?
All I was swallowing everything and immediately move away from there, running to her room and try to get drunk with what they found at hand. If I could laugh at himself, even to get drunk out of spite is good.
Drop the cup no matter who is shattered, interlace your hands around his leg and throws back his head, opening his eyes to try to look beyond surrounding the castle, beyond the territory by the Maoh, but can only see the most horrified expression on her otherwise Yuuri.
blind idiot and could not be, that one's reaction when her fiance were in a compromising position he should have reacted, or rather these two situations had to do to react. The former can not remember much for being possessed by Her Majesty Shinou but the second time is very present. Yuuri had been wounded and transformed even attending their wounds, not sure how they ended up in a chaste kiss lips but remember with absolute clarity as Yuuri him away with a strong empujóny as his dark eyes looked almost frightened as she whispered the three words He suffers the soul for a long season. "This is wrong" , how could you forget that?
Yes, he had to see it then, in that total rejection.
His noble and foolish sacrifices himself promised to make him happy, his wimp shows once again be running away from a confrontation, the King has submitted to the feelings that one professes his servant. All this is so bad and know it's your duty to fix things, give the Maoh their freedom and happiness, that was his vote and must comply now.
Notes stunned expression of Yuuri and know you are smiling with a certain melancholy for that gesture. Missed both the dark-haired idiot from another world.
- I do not understand ... just ... why now? Why is this?
- Because nobody really wants this union, because both deserve more than this. A marriage only by custom and a commitment of years is not something that anyone wants.
- But ... you ... me ...
- I'm sure both really want to be happy and it will not. I want a love not for routine or political alliances, I want everything and I know you feel the same, eventually resent this relationship as much or more than me ... I love, I want to be loved I want to be happy and you're also cancel the wedding is the first step to be free, Yuri.
crossed her legs and her hands interlaced in her lap, her green eyes fixed on Yuuri's face, you can see assent to his words and as the final runs his fingers through his hair black before emerged.
- Everyone will be disappointed ...
- And you?
His now ex-fiance denies a motion of his head and a hint of change looks optimistic smile on his lips and that only enough detail to give peace to her heart, done right, Yuuri deserves the whole world and not being chained to a person who does not love and with much less could share his bed in every aspect.
up and give one last kiss but terrorize his king is not in their plans and instead tries to smile as credible as possible.
- I'll take care of every detail, do not worry.
rose gracefully and with a brief farewell leaves the office without looking back, do not want to see Yuuri's face, does not see his expression of relief and her eyes shining with the new expectations.
A year already ...
Watch the blue-haired man and two children with their curly golden hair, the guy turns her gray eyes clash with his black, which is tilted to catch up with small and settle before releasing both hands and take theirs.
was not his intention to stop but could not miss, Wolfram was always so important to him to miss today would be like saying that you've forgotten.
- His Majesty.
- Christoffer.
The reverence for the king and the recognition of the subject, both of rigor but nothing else, have never gone beyond that and perhaps a few words about the weather, how what else could speak, sleep habits Wolfram?
Christoffer is placed next to her and they exhibit children chattering while you water the lush yellow flowers around the tree as if they could at some point respond.
- Wolfram loved him until the last moment ...
choked on his own saliva to hear him say that suddenly, when you stop coughing turns to his left and see increase module to another man, how can you say that? Was with him whom he married Wolfram, with whom he had two beautiful children and who was happy until the end.
- Do not know what you have -
- Yes, I know, he told me when I got engaged and I always knew, but learned to love never ceased to love you.
nails were straightened and his eyes dark in the face of peliazul, Wolfram loss should blow you away a bit, if not how can you say that?
- Wolfram told me the truth when he proposed marriage, I did not lie with us. He talked about how he sacrificed his heart to give back to you your freedom and the possibility of being happy with someone who could truly love, of how her fiance was willing to marry him While your smile, what I most wanted, despite what he wanted was not a man in his bed.
your eyes feel a cold bite and claw grab your heart while still hearing the story, the true explanation of why Wolfram canceled the wedding, both of sacrificing for the other when in fact they wanted the same thing, I laugh at the irony of things, but know that actually end up crying inconsolably.
Wolfram ending its relationship to back his freedom and he accepted this so that Wolfram was happy, both breaking their hearts for what they thought would give him another. If only I had told him how much he loved instead of waiting until the exchange of vows, if Wolfram had not misunderstood the conversation with Conrad, if both had talked about having a small wedding without all the paraphernalia that Lady Cecile and Günter were organizing, if both were honest, many "if's" and if only one of them had passed and he had Wolfram married and even now the fair could be alive and not dead to defend their children from a kidnapping there.
- Maybe I should tell you much earlier, to see Wolfram actually had the heart of the Maoh, leaving him free, but blame my selfishness, I realized the indeed the day of our wedding and just could not give up the happiness that I saw before me ...
- And I say this now why ...
- He may have had a broken heart but managed to be happy, had a faithful and loving husband and a couple of children for whom even gave his life ... You should do the same, Wolfram expected every day the news that their loved Yuuri had finally found someone who do to be happy and remain in the shadow of cheerful boy he fell in love only sadden wherever you are now.
ill man to his side and would give a good punch but the laughter of children prevent any aggressive action on your part and instead close your eyes to try calm the emotional turbulence that oppresses. For when you feel more controlled and opens his eyes he sees the children come to them, their young godchild, Jennifer Viveca and Varick von Bielefeld.
sonríey fondly caresses his head, both without a trace of Christoffer and as perfect as it Wolfram, feels a grip on your chest to see their faces and bends over to hold her tight, have to talk later with his father to go to spend a few days to Blood Pact.
Christoffer not say a word again until it fired, the same courtesies when greeting are given as a farewell and a kiss on their foreheads goodbye to the children.
With the cold wind Sunset on the tree is surrounded by Beautiful Wolfram and supports his forehead against the trunk, letting the tears that contains so many years has finally spilled. Perdóny murmurs words begging her trying to give their own explanations until you know it's time to go.
It may be too late but he feels he must do it and whispers the two words you could never tell Wolfram, a "I love you the wind blows.
Turn around and Wolfram as that day did not turn back, there is no more now Sayonara only.
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